this blog by itself paints a very one-sided picture of my life.
i just spent what was supposed to be a productive afternoon of re-arranging my finances (because Val left me) instead holding Valerie and trying to provide comfort to her in the midst of a life that's beating her up pretty good (mostly because of her own foolish choices).
one thing at least remains uncompromised: my commitment to love her selflessly. not that it's perfect but seriously, it's definitely love. not that i am Mr. Selfless but seriously, the way i react to her when she takes advantage of me, is to try harder to help us get along and work things out. when she feels hurt by me she simply takes it out on me and makes things more dangerous and painful and harmful for me.
done ranting. for now.
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