you send me back to junior high.
i've never acted so far below my actual maturity level, as i have been acting recently, because of the way i feel about you. it's like i've suddenly lost 5 toes, at random, and have been asked to do parkour. it's just not do-able, and i'm not the only one who feels crappy when i fail at it.
but maybe this is all for the better because it will be simpler, and even though it will be far more painful for me, perhaps that's actually a good idea, compared to the alternatives.
tonight has taught me that i need to act my age. i'm sorry for my childishness. i feel completely off-balance around you and it's stupid to let that continue. please forgive me, for time, that i've waaaaasted...
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