secrets

the comment i left on your tumblr is gone, and my jaw is on the floor.

i thought i had it figured out in the shower just now. Danielle was my first non-childish guess. an older man at Biola was my second. and my third guess interpreted the statement as, "i generally have a tendency to feel romantic affection for people i shouldn't."

but now you've ruined those guesses, because my comment could've been (and was originally meant as) "how can there be anyone you shouldn't love the way God says to love?"

but you didn't take it that way. or... maybe you were afraid others would take it the wrong way???

i suppose the deletion could mean something i don't hope it means. but even so, it seems another clue to this man. i for one will think what i want. well... what my heart wants.