i am extremely lonely, and the only company i want is you. being with my family helps a little, even though they're all cheerful. the connection i have with you is so nourishing to me. and so potentially dangerous.
music is my substitute for you, for now. it isn't as reliable as you, but it's getting me by. tonight i feel like i'm in desperate need of a camping trip or some other pleasant escape. do you realize that your company is like that for me? in some ways, you are like a vacation, complete with long drive (on cruise control) and a hammock-bed and dappled shade on a sunny, slightly breezy day. you're like a song i leave on repeat for days. well... weeks, i guess it is now.
your company today and yesterday was soothing & freeing, a huge relief from the weight and pain of this chapter.
you are living music to me.
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