i think i've got blog in my eyes -_-

the night's a blur.

i remember wanting to blog here several times, but i'm too out of it now to try to remember all of those precise thoughts. i have a feeling they were all repost-y anyway... random thoughts about your attracteeveness and how i might go about showing you the depth of my desire and why it would be such a good idea to give me everything i want.... you know, just stuff you'd expect to find at a youth all-nighter in such a selfish person.

i'm kind of embarrassed about my comment on your aesthetic value (to me personally). sorry. probly shouldn't've said that.

i also had many thoughts and feelings of jealousy as i watched you interact with them otha olda boys, with whom you spend a great deal of time and on a regular basis. wow. i am angry about that.

i had a dream just now, during my recovery-sleep. i dreamt that i told you your music was priceless and needed to be shared with the whole world, or something like that. i woke up missing you, which kinda helped me orient myself as briefly panicked about being late to Sunday morning worship practice.

this post is junk. i miss you. please come to dinner with me tonight.