Friday, July 27, 2012

burn the bridge, burn to gold

i feel somewhat at peace this morning. maybe it's because i have set up the last barrier necessary... or maybe it's because i was privileged enough to receive an e-mail of moderate length from you this morning. i was especially comforted to hear that your heart breaks when you think about how much pain i must be in, but that's extremely childish & crush-ish of me, so maybe i shouldn't focus on it much. let's change topics.

things i am praying will happen:
 - God's will be done on earth as it is in heaven
 - my own character be shaped for the better
 - deception be defeated and truth revealed
 - the course i set be the one of which God approves
 - my ministry not be compromised
 - my character as a man & husband be proven (even to myself)

things i'm hoping will happen:
 - my relationship with you become completely unhindered
 - you reciprocate my desires, and we spend decades living out the most fun adventures and pursuits we can dream up, with a friendship and romance that sets an example for others and causes God to smile

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