today was the worst in quite awhile. i don't know why... i'm guessing it has to do with recent conversations and me having to take a step back again. it's pretty dumb because you didn't even ask me to do that; in fact you never asked me for anything. you just told me how you felt. and when i said what i would do to 'help,' and even reiterated it, you didn't really respond directly.
also, you posted a Murdoch song on tumblr today that could be misinterpreted by a desperate guy. good thing i'm super stable, level-headed, and not completely in love with every part of you.
i missed you so much today that i went through most of your tumblr... again... and hearted a bunch of posts. basically you were on my mind for about 90% of my day.
the closer i get to disclosure, the more i suspect it's pointless.
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