return

as captivating as ever. part of me thinks i would be drawn to you just as strongly if i had just met you for the first time... but then i think about music and ministry and i realize the depth of your beauty can't be conveyed via a few beers and laughter, great venue though they are.

i'm at my most foolish now, perhaps, but that doesn't make you any less incredible. it doesn't make things any easier for me. i am the most foolish of fools, it seems.

tonight i miss you with less mental hindrance, and i find it awkward and unpleasant to be so unbounded.

therefore, bedtime. goodnight Hypothetica. i pray God opens the eyes of your future spouse to minimize not the magnitude of the blessing that lies before him.